D154..."I can't be nice."

Another quote from my son.  That kid I'm tellin ya.  I don't know how either of us will survive this life.  Registration went good other than I don't know how the check will clear.  Ariel got me all pissed off after we left.  I was able to run when we got home and the boys did okay.  When Ariel starts school I might have to blockade them downstairs so I can keep an eye on them.  I made food that Ariel didn't want to eat, again.  That's getting old. I seriously don't know why I try.  I'm about over it.  It doesn't seem to matter anyway.  I did the laundry and thought I was done but Siko changed that for me.  I watered and took the boys outside and DK couldn't stay in the yard so we went back in.  I also finally filled the our bird feeder that's been empty for like a month. Took my stool out there and prayed I didn't fall.

After we came in it was bath time. That's always fun to do alone.  DK of course was the first to come out and I then my worst fear came true.  Siko dumped a bunch of water all over the floor.  Awesome. There is water still coming out from under the toilet.  The floor mats three or four towels and more laundry for me to do.  Awesome.  Needless to say I don't plan on having a great weigh in tomorrow.  I've been angry today more than I've been happy. I wanted to run away but you can't run away from life.  It'll always be there and life sucks right now. Big time.  I'm waiting for the anvil to drop.  Hopefully it won't miss when it does.  It's like waiting for the flood that you know is coming, you just don't know when and not knowing how to stop it.   I think Siko put himself to bed.  Good. He needs it.