Today was okay. I was so exhausted again that I couldn't get up this morning. So I was really sweating when I did my cardio this afternoon. Oh boy!! I'm not expecting anything grand tomorrow morning on the scale. It has been an awful week of me be angry a lot and trying to control it. There is something wrong with me. I swear I have depression but the symptoms come and go. I was feeling really good for a long time and now I just don't care. There is so much going on in my life and I feel like I'm the only one worried. Sometimes I really hate being married and having responsibility. Is it really worth it? Some days I wonder. I hate balancing the check book and I hate seeing bills come in the mail.
I thought things would be different when I lost my job. I knew it would be hard but I thought someone would step up. It's just frustrating. And sorry this isn't a marriage blog so i'll shut up. I have been good about my meal plan so no worries there. I will be really upset and sad if I don't see the scale down a lot tomorrow. Like I said. it's been a rough week. I have dishes and laundry to do. Night all!! And before someone says, I know someone most likely is having a harder time than us, but I bet they qualify for food stamps. Just saying!!
Sorry, Sharon. I know it is no fun when things are hard and it feels like it is all coming down on your head. Here's hoping the rest of the week goes a bit better.
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