D127&128....Sigh!!

Yesterday was a very discouraging day that ended worse than it started.  That's one of the reasons why I didn't blog last night.  First I got up and weighed and the scale didn't move. Which is good in one way and only one way. It didn't go up.  It seems like it's taking forever to get to 50 pounds down. In the last three weeks I've only lost 4 pounds and half of those I had to re-loose.  Second: a spider laid eggs in one of the holes in my radio handle that I keep in the bathroom and it hatched the night before last so baby spiders every where in there. I'm still killing them.  Third: after I kicked butt on the treadmill, cleaned half the house, and did a butt load of dishes I also had to trim the lawn. I was hoping Adam would step and do it since I've been super tired this week, but no. Apparently I don't get enough exercise.  Fourth:  I took my anger on him out on Siko.  Not remembering that he hadn't napped yesterday and was super cranky last night.  So he was sent to bed because he was being uncooperative and belligerent.  He has a way of making my teenager seem easy some days.  I should have just went on a walk to calm down.  I thought about it but didn't do it and Siko paid the price.  I am a horrible person.  Staying positive is hard for me lately in more ways than one.  If I didn't know my meal plan and workout plan work, I would stop it all together, but I can't. I have to just retrain my way of thinking.  That's the hard part.

Siko woke up this morning with a swollen right eyelid.  Not sure what that's all about. He may have been bitten by a bug.  His eye isn't red but his poor eyelid is having issue's.  If it doesn't look better tomorrow I will take him to the Dr.  It's not as swollen right now as it was first thing this morning.  His eye closes when he smiles.  He's like a pirate at that point and I should get him a patch. hehe!!  And he only says it hurts when I ask how his eye is.  I'm hoping to get the rest of the house cleaned today so I can "relax" tomorrow after I water my flowers, unless we have to go see the Dr.  Oh and balance the old check book too.  Boo!!  I hate doing that.  Doesn't help the positive thinking.  Adam is scout day camp today.  I hope they have fun and stay safe.  Everybody....have a great day.