A boo weigh in. I'm getting depressed and disappointed and I'm wondering everyday if it's still worth it. Is all the sacrifice worth it? I kill myself on the treadmill six days a week as well as my resistance twice a week. I really wish I could do that three times a week however. I know muscle weighs more than fat but I don't want to see the scale go up. I'd rather see it not move than go up. GGRR!! I'm angry. I hate being angry. It's been a rotten few days. The only good thing was we fed the missionaries today. But even then dinner was late because I got started late. The Elders we have right now are awesome. Of course they're all computer oriented so Adam was in the zone. hehe!!
I need to prepare a small talk for a baptism on Saturday. Tomorrow is a busy day and Saturday is worse, even though most of the busy is all fun stuff. Thank goodness it's Stake Conference Sunday. We may be able to sleep in if we need to. I'm also starting to wonder if every shopping trip I take with the boys is going to seem like I'm shopping with 15 boys. lol!! I don't know if I mentioned this yesterday or not but one of the manager's at Costco asked if Siko was in preschool and was shocked when I said no. hehe!! He's is super tall. People have been asking that question a lot lately. Well good night. Time to sleep off the discouragement.
Don't be discouraged. You can do it. Just keep your focus. Don't loose sight of your goal.
ReplyDeleteI'm trying. Thank you my love.
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